What the choice should i follow?
To go or not to go?
Be there or not be there?
Present or not be present?

People reading this.
U hv the 75% of making my decision for tml.
For my part,
I will just flip a coin and see my fate.

I just hv this 'dun wan to go' feeling since after i got home.
And this 'dun wan to go' feeling is about the things happens in and around Judo.
I dun hv the happy tym feeling about committing for judo.
People are leavin the club,
missing training,
dun lke judo ler.

Sound so negative, when i all alone tryin to bring everyone back in.
Nvm.
Or should i say, i did it myself.
Cuz i dunwan to disturb people's life.
Hahaz.
Silly me.

Anw~!
Guess what.
I decided, if i goes back to judo.
No one talk to me, i wun initiate to talk.
I will just keep quiet and go as a shadow.
I reviving the 'Shadow Clan' of the NYP Judo Club.
I will be the new member of the Clan.

OK that all of my thinking.
Anything tag me.
OR
PM me personally in msn.
KkThkzBye.

Practically nth to in schl.
Tym past as usual.
When to IMM myself after school.
Inside is BIG!!
But empty....
>.<'''
Then reached home around 8pm.

Ok that all of my story today.
TaTa.

What kind of person am i?
Over-crappy?
Over-friendly?
Over-lame?
Too hao siao?
Black face?
Too xiong?
Too direct?
What else?

Name it all for me!!
Then~~ I will nxt tym for certain events,
I will cut all those attitude out
For the sake of making everyone HAPPY~!
Satisfied?

Monday~
Was foul mood in schl.
Dint talk much or move much.
Stone in class and lectures.
Practically dint feel lke stayin for the 2nd half of the day.
Left home after ELP for Electronic Principal.
Just hate doin maths ystd.
When back to wlds,
headed for the arcade.
Decided to waste 5bucks on the hammer game.
Hit the highest record.
LoLx.
Cuz a stupid plump malay guy hao lian after hit a record of 828 at first.
So my turn,
I made sure he looked at me play.
I lanlan oso got a 916.
Then i see his facial expression buai song liao.
Then his turn,
want to use run, ok lor! I feng pei him too.
Guess what? He ran frm the door of the acrade.
And i ran half of his distance.
He got 936! Woah!
I got? Not much~ Juz 950 only.
That guy juz dulan and walk off.
LoLx.
Everyone was watchin lah.
The tymzone staff, citizens and passer-bys.
And that was the high record i got since i played twice.

After that, i felt better.
Went home to slp til 9pm,
then had dinner and slack til 2am.

Thurday~~
A normal period wth speedy lessons!!
Coolz.
Hahahaz.
Juz lke Thursday better in this semester.
LoLx.

End class today at 3pm.
Went down bugis today.
On my own to Arab street to collect my work pay.
At Sentosa de work.
As a setup crew.
7bucks*13hrs = 91bucks!!
Woah! Yea!
I richer by 91bucks for this mth!
LoLx.

Today had a werid encounter.
To think of it now,
Its damn funny!! HAHA!!
I board the train at YCK mrt.
Heading MarinaBay.
At AMK a group of 3 girls also boarded,
from a girl schl, i think so~~
is it? I think so!
LoLx.

Sound normal ritz?
But~
They lke actually in the middle of the cabin.
And hor~~
Throughout every stop i hv a werid feeling or should i say?
Staring feeling at me.
Then i noticed.
These girls are somehow gettin closer and closer.
And they dont seemed to quit the looking at me.
So i looked back, cant continue wth my game at my psp.
They started to giggle and one of them turned red on the face. +.='''
So in order not to paiseh myself and her. I looked down but the staring doesnt quit!!!
OMG~~~
>.<

So at city hall.
I walk off quick to the green line.
Away from the oppsite cabin,
About 1 cabin away.
The train juz arrived.
So i moved in as usual but not being a typical s'poren.
I dont lke to squeeze into as a Kaisu person.
Then as usual, cabin is packed at the doors.
Then the girls somehow followed the same entrance.
>.<...zzzZZZ
It was left 2 of them. So they squeeze in too.
Both standing in front of me 1 wth the back, the other facing me.
Both were giggling non-stop.
The one girl facing me. Dont kuw is intentionally or wat.
Still kept looking at me.
But luckily i focus on one other point quick.
The other leh~~ worse..
=.=|||
Knocking into me, following the train movement.
Then giggle again.
I dont kuw what gng on lah.
Issit girls use this way to attract guys that they dont kuw??
LoLx.

Then at bugis station.
Squeezing my way out.
The girls followed.
>.<|||
And they are tagging my shirt!!
Wahlao!!
As if i dont kuw lke that.
LoLx.
Luckily i walk off different direction.
If not, i dont kuw wat happened to me!!
Hahaz. Dont think wrong!
I hv someone else in mind ler.
It wont distract me from thinking of her ok!!

Anyway~
I realised one BIG BIG thing!
I hv a blog. Yes~
I also hv a tag board~ Arhuh~
But no one is tagging me de!!
I kuw~~
Then~~?
Conclusion.
I will removed my tagboard pretty soon~
Pointless that I view people's blog and no one viewed mine!!
Sian. Nvm.
At the end of this Year 2007.
Last day will be 31th December.
I will remove my tagboard.
Ok thats all i want to report today.
TaTa!!
KkThkzBye.

Haiz~~
Currently so sian at school.
While all my friends are playin Dota themselves!!
Cuz i tio fatal error!!!
Then i cant play.
Sian. +.='''

At Blk P Lecture room 510.
Rotting my way through in class.
Since 1030am til now!
But lesson starting soon at 1pm.
=.=...zzzZZZ
Then ltr got judo.
Grading is TODAY!!
Can i pass?
Or i stay at white for the nxt 6mths?
Lolx
Ok lesson start ler. Gtg!!!
Tata!
KkThkzBye.

Ok.
There goes my evening~~
Short and sweet.
But i dint nth at home at all!!
Other than ironing my judo gi badges.
And the crest badge is kinda out of place.
ITS TOO TO IT LEFT SIDE LER!!! )''=

Now i shall pronouned Benjamin Leong Fu Min,
hereby is bored to death,
at his room, 1054pm
on the 23th Octocber 2007
at the age of 18,
from 1989 - 2007. +.='''

Hahahahahahaz.
Did it out of boredness!!
Oh ya!!!
I totally forgottened!!
Ok gtg now!!
Better revised my techniques!!
Tata!!
KkThkzBye!!
KAMBATEH!!

Yipppeeee!!!
Back home early again!!!
LoLxLoLx!!
I wish it could be everyday juz lke that!!
Awwwwww!! How good man!!!
At least it is better than Sem1.
9am to 6pm ALMOST everyday!!
I aint want to hv that tymtable again!!
Its so tiring de lor!!

Today's lesson its til alritz.
Other than playing all the way again!!
Heex.
And DOTA!!!
During the break after the 1st lesson of the day!!
Long tym nva play in schl wth friends ler.
Damn funny!!
HAHA!
We were lke shouting to one another.
Although we are lke....
Juz side by side or face to face? +.=|||

But til cant get myself seated still for the second half of the day!!
Especially 3pm to 415pm
I got so restless at my seat.

Dont knw whats wrng but my mind juz kept thinking of her.
Juz wondering if she had ended her lesson or she is juz focusing very hard to learn.
Hurhur!!
So decided to go online and try my luck to see.
And she isnt online.
Hmmmmm.
Though i cant give confirmed answers
But i think she is studying hard in class, i guess.
Then decided to blog alittle.
ALITTLE!! Lke a short paragraph or so!!
But when i click 'new post'.
The class ended. =.+..zzZZ
Sian diao!!
Hahaz.
Then nvm headed back home immediately.
Juz to blog everything since it is til fresh in my mind.
Yea! XoP

That all i writing now!!
TML is the Impt Day!!
Grading is less than 24hrs tym!!
*Alittle reminder to all whites!!
Prepare urself!! Wth what u learnt and oso 15bucks!!
Or else no money no grade for YOU!!!
Understooded!!
Hahaz.
KkThkzBye!!

Arh~~~!!
Finally I reached home.
After a long long long Monday.
Whye?
Bcuz today my tymtable changed.
It should i hv a 8 to 5pm day of lessons wth a break at 10 to 12pm.
But it was taken up by Communication Skill =.=
Good game!! NO Food= NO energy to study. XoP

Hurhur!!
Settled!!
Tym is back to normal.
I forgotten that it can be set at the blogspot settings there.
Haiz..
Silly me!

After posting my first post of the day.
I realised that the tym I published the post was
1204am in the morng!! >.<
Something is WRONG!!

So Im doin some test here now.
KKthkzByez.

Wooots...
Ystd was a BIG and busy day...
Worked for 13hrs
At SENTOSA!!!
Koolz...
Long tym nva went there ler.
Gng there is lke a Paradise
After mths of thinkin of stepping the sands there.

Woke up at 5am
Juz to call the people up.
Lucky I can wake up to do morng call de.
LOLx
But they only respond at 6am =.+..zzZZ
Ended say wanna meet 630am but met up at 715am.
They brought pratas for me.
Board the train towards Jurong East then to Outram on the green line.
Then change again on the NorthEast purple line,
To harbourfront.
4 guys early in the morng in the train,
Dressin in slack n comfy clothes to work.
Hahaz.
At Vivo, every shop was til closed.
So walked to basement1 to a so-called bench or more lke a table.
Ate my pratas.
I was damn hungry that I groppled up my food.
Then we went up to Vivo lvl3,
meet more friends and
For the FIRST tym I board the monorail to Sentosa =.=..
Sound so SuKo sia..
LoLx

Reported work close 9am.
Hardly rest between tasks.
Ended the day at 1025pm with $91 richer.
Reached back Wlds at 12am plus.
Couldnt go online to chat with her.
Sadded.
And she probably slpt b4 I could go online.

Today!! Sunday
Nth much to do at home.
Slpt til 12pm until shuang then I decided to wake up.
Decided to change blog yet not deleting the old one.
So here Im postin in a post in my New new Blog..
Wakakakakaka.
Hmmm Nth much ler.
Blog ltr if anything happened.