Tuesday -20-11-07- Woke up kinda late today Lesson start at 9am and yet i woke at 820am. LoLx.
And yet i wasnt late. I didnt rush or take cab down worx! Strolled to MRT. Except walking abit fast After reaching Yio Chu Kang. Cuz so much 2nd hand smoke Has contaminated the passage way to schl.
Engg science.. Damn bored man!! The lect... Lagi worse! Talked to mono.. Really can slp any moment de.
Then break~~ Woots!! 2hr break. Starting ok ok. Behind start to feel damn bored ler. Haiz.
Maths!! Freaking confusing sia!! The lect teach until Not he headache arh Is we all headache la!! Talk until so confused and jialat la~~
Then made the rest of my day so so SO SO SOOOOO SIAN!! ARGH~~!
Then Had LeeVK de class.
Then pon the last 2 maths ler. Cuz got stay or not, Til the same result. Know nth and confused.
I lke that rather find my CS-Maths lect and teach me better. At least i understand easier and better. Both part tym lect leh!!
Went home early and took a nap. Had dinner. Rest awhile and slpt back alittle.
Cuz havin sore dry eyes in the evening. SO uncomfortable lah. Cant close or open my both eyes. Damn~~
So took a long cold bathe in a long cold rainy night. Felt way lot better. And AWAKE!!
But til to say, Promised to slp early EVERYDAY. So after im done. Settled other stuff, then GO SLP!! LoLx.
Ok that all im postin ler. GTG!! TATA!! KkThkzByez.
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 9:58 PM
19 November 2007
Sucky monday.
Although woke up early. But kinda felt lousy today. Juz dunno whye.
Whatever i do, it is either too slow, or it juz cant work out to be the way i wan or expect.
Ended the day wth complementary studies - maths. As usual. Nxt week test. Sian...
Dint go home as usual after schl. Went to club room. Went to find Anthony there. Be a responsible little boy. And return stuff that is borrowed!! LoLx..
Hmm, dunno should i say it here or not!! Should i or should i not? Its regarding about the current role I hv been appointed to be. Dunno people will disagree wth me ornt?
Argh~ Dun care la. I say wat i hv to say, I am the Junior Captain, that does Admin and fee collections frm the juniors nia. My main aim is~~~ Help to communicate with the juniors btw the seniors!! That the simplifcation of what a junior captain means.
Ok that all i wanna said!! Anw, since ystd onwards. Decided to give myself abit more leeways. Meaning~~?? I shall give myself more slp and early resting tym. In order to hv it done? I shall slp b4 1130pm. I do what i made promised to myself.
Ok gtg!! KkThkzByez~!!
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 10:35 PM
18 November 2007
Sunday come again. I hate sundays!!! Damn~! They boring and un-entertaining.
Morning~ Woke up quite late. Recovering from the compy ytsd. Actually not really recovering la. Hahaz. Til very energetic but very sian.
So went to amk. Met up wth salsal. Passed to her the prawns. Tot she is gng to pasir ris. But then.. Well~~ She is gng to her ah ma's house.
So~~ Went down to pasir ris alone And get those stuff settled!! Took train home again.
Practically I will tend to slp in train rides. No matter im squeezing, standing, sitting, or playing my psp. I eventually will feel tired and sloppy. Hate it man!! But i til slpt in train rides. Argh!!
So slpt down to city hall. Had my body delivered to Wlds. Reached home at 3pm. Slept all the way thru till dinner.
Watch a couple of hours of shows. Here i am, BLOGGING!! Hahaz
Anw guess wat. i gng to slp ler. 1st tym sia. Planning to slp so early!! Hahaz Ok gtg!! KkThkzByez
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 10:16 PM
17 November 2007
~~~~~Friday~~~~~
16/11/07
Went for lessons and then JUDO!! Final practice and slacking period.
Only me, anthony, lynn, leo, zhao han (The regular shadows; yongxin wasnt here) Then came jeremy, joseph. But unexpectedly is alan came too... O.o!?
So i lend him my double width gi. For him To practice alit. Then he left at 8++pm
Then we decided to end the day. Went to club room. Me and jeremy went to schl Mac. Ordered take-aways
Chat and rot until 11++pm Anthony came my house for the night. Ended i played the Judo game the whole night~ And anthony slpt.. >.<||| LoLx
||||||Saturday|||||| 17/11/07
Happy happy happy!!!!! Damn happy tonight!! Yes!! Mission accomplished!! Present myself quite well in compy today. Went there empty-handed. Came home with 2 medals. CooooL!
Nice? Ok Ok~~ I aint here to boast. But to remind myself.
"That hard work really pays off." And one more quote frm myself to all Judokas. "Play with respect; lose with honor; win with glory." This is what a true sportman will be lke in compy. Heex. Hope u understand.
Actually i played 5 matches and 1 walk-over. 3 matches I meow sia the opponent, felt great man!! LoLx.
One of the match with alan, couldnt really meow sia him. Cuz his right knee hurts. So i nearly lost the match. With a Wazari.
Luckily i changed my fate, using a morotei gari. The word "Ippon!!", relieved myself that i hv secured my win. LoLx. And i dint let anthony down, for teaching me for so long that he dint train for the compy. Otherwise, i dunno what will happened to me. If i lose? Cant imagine sia!! Haha!! Btw juz to say, THANK YOU!!!
Then slack and rest with the others. Then headed Novena for STEAMBOAT!! Ma La Steamboat!! Nice!!
From 3pm, We eat eat talk eat eat eat talk and eat Til 625pm. Whr we decided to part with the place!! LOLX!!
The food there is Good~~! Ichiba!!
Then frm there we part on our own ways. Gng diff destinations. And here im home. Blogging about today.
Ok That all about!! TaTa KkThkzByez!!!
*Awarding myself a good slp for performing well today*^^
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 11:21 PM
15 November 2007
I so SICK~~
Nearly died today. Damn DAMN sick now!!
My nose is leaving me by the water. My throat is singing "AH DU's songs". Making me so so so sore and mono now~~ >.<,,
Dint go schl today. So bored at home!! But bo bian!! Compy is this coming saturday!! Must yang hao my health and strength!! Damn excited la!!!
I wonder i can win ornt!! LoLx. Ok that all im writing. It suck when im sick.. >.<,, GtG KkThkzByez
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 10:12 PM
"That Thing You Do"
You, Doing that thing you do Breaking my heart into a million pieces like you always do
And you Don’t mean to be cruel You never even knew about the heartache I’ve been goin' through
Well, I try and try to forget you girl But it's just so hard to do Every time you do that thing you do
And I, know all the games you play And I’m gonna find a way to let you know that You’ll be mine someday
Cause we, Could be happy, can't you see If you'd only let me be the one to hold you, and keep you here with me
Well, I try and try to forget you girl But it's just so hard to do Every time you do that thing you do
I don't ask a lot girl But I know one thing's for sure It’s the love I haven't got girl And I just can't take it anymore.... (Wow…)
Cause we, Could be happy, can't you see If you'd only let me be the one to hold you, and keep you here with me
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go Around with someone new and if I know you, you're doin' that thing Every day, just doing that thing I can't take you doing that thing you do
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 1:50 AM
14 November 2007
COoL~~!! Today there is no lesson~~ Yea!!! LoLx. So slpt till 1130am then headed for schl. Directly to dojo!! Haha
Nothing much to post about today. SO Im keepin it short and sweet!! Got home juz minutes ago. Saturday is the big day. Thats all!!
Gtg KkThkzByez
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 11:45 PM
13 November 2007
Home Sweet Home!! LoLx.
Finally im home. Today wasnt the usual self!! Woke up way early today, hmmmm, 5.30am?
Before my alarm rang... >.<...zzz Guess i really dont lke slping. Ha Ha~
Took my sweet sweet tym To prepare and go schl.
Then reached schl!! Heard lesson in the morning was cancelled! Cool~~! But till there is lesson at 1pm. zzzZZZ
Today's lesson overall was pretty smooth and fast. Nice~~ Hope it is lke tat everyday. LoLx.
Went to IMM.. Apparently I came home from there~~ Bought some nice tees and a jeans. Juz dunno whye feel lke buying some new clothes And being happy~~ LoLx. Although i am not those who shops that really need thing to be brought home.
I think i do feel better After flushing everything out last night. Relax relax.. Im chilled!! Not EMO~ OK??! LoLx. I think you kuw who you are.. Hahaz.
Ok. As said and not forgotten, Since im not slpin early and waking early tml. I should do a new blog skin for myself.
Hope it could be done by tml? I guess? HEEx. Ok that all i postin. KkThkzByez
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 8:52 PM
12 November 2007
Randomly popped thru some blogs. Randomly read some posts...
After that my mood changed. Suddenly so sian, so... so... haiz dunno how to decribe my feelings now. Sadded...
Happy post - Made me envy them. Sad post - Made me think of pathetic ME. Relationship post - Made me how i longed for one. Birthday post - Made me think that no one ever remembered mine. Not even once! Fine im 18 now, I need no celebrations!! I need no big deal gifts!! My presents are celebrating all alone. GREAT~~!!
Argh!! I dunno wat am i thinking now. Im... Im.. juz sicked of my own life!! AM I borned in the wrong tym? wrong world? Or i shouldnt be born at all?
No luck, no chances. If u kuw wat i mean? Great! Dunno? DUN ask!! I will nva reply u wth an answer. Borned to be lonely.
Thinkin cheering and encouragin people up randomly being clowns to all can make myself pass a day unknowingly? Nopz.
Now i kuw whye? I really really really Hate slping. Cuz every tym before i go to slp. I always had myself reflected. Whye am i so suay? Whye am i unlucky? Whye am i get things slower than others? Whye this; whye that... WHYE????? DAMN IT!!!
I hate loneliness!!! Get LOST!!!
OK i shall stop writing. If i continues, i gng to burst everything in the post. Byez Mood-less; wordless. LIFE SUCKS!!
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 10:42 PM
Monday Went schl way late... Suddenly dun hv the urge to go schl liao. Slpt til 11am. Then decided to go for the 12pm class.
Ended til went there late. Not that late actually... Juz about 5 to 10mins late. OK~~ That is till consider late~ I kuw... >.<
Boring day!! Had my head nodding throughout the lecture lessons. Then had comp studies for maths. As usual~ First to leave after first to finish the maths qns.
Went home slp till late 8pm. Had dinner, chat alit. Then THERE!! Here i am!! OK! That all i wanna say today. TaTa!! KkThkzByez.
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 10:36 PM
11 November 2007
Hmmmm... Today is Sunday Not so bad or worse For this Sunday LoLx. Usually u see me complaining how BORING at home on SUNDAYS. But today nopz.
Woke up super early today. Around~~ Early 8? Hahaz. Dun really kuw. Cuz i was as blur as sotong in the morning. Although i dun seemed to be blur frm my voice though LoLx
Washed up. Watched some series, Before gng some runnin on the hill behind my house?
Watched til 930am Went out for the 1st tym of the day!! Came back at 1045 am. Bath~~ Went out for the 2nd tym. Walk my dogs. On the hill again. >.<|||
~1230pm~ Washed them up. Get them rested. Continued watching the series. Ok to those who ARE interested. Im watching a medical series show, called House. Nice storyline for each episode And its on the 4th season alrd! I on the 2nd season now. Ps: at some point in the some, *a little warning here, They showed real operation on body which sometym looked ____? Grossed~~!?~?~?!
^1.20pm^ Went out for the 3rd tym walked to Cwp. Nth to do. Decided to walk alittle Although Cwp i can kuw wat they are selling alrd. But first impression today. WOAH~~ So many lights?? Celebrating Christmas in November? =.+...zzzZZZ Went to arcade Played alittle especially on the hammer thingy? LoLx. Broke the record there. AGAIN!! Haiz... Are people that weak~~?? Whye muz i be the one to set a high record? LoLx.
Called jeremy Asked whether want to hv lunch Expected woke up frm slp... ... ... ... Said will be ready to meet by~~ 3pm.
Went home again... Continue watching.. Chat wth salsal alittle. Then 3pm I then left home. Took my tym to walk. Kuwing that gng too early I til hv to wait for their arrival.
Ok thats the 4th tym i left home today. ZZZZZ Met up, chat alit, eat alit. Then walk to vista and then headed to admiralty. Meet my poly friend, took some stuffs. Went to the admiral garden basketball court. Cuz juz now walk by see people play basketball. Hand oso alit itchy.
So to aid the itchiness I played CAREFULLY~~! Kuwing my limits on my knee. Further more i dunwan to get injure days before my competition. LoLx. I want a Gold medal home!! Wakakaka~~!!
Reached home arld late 7 gng 8. Bathed and chat again. Ok that all i posting about today~~ PS: Steamed TIGER prawns are NICE~ Yummmy!!! LoLx. For the person who kuw what i saying... Hahahahaz!! KkThkzByez
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 10:27 PM
Found this on salsal's post today. So decided to copy it and post it up on my post!! LoLx!! NO COPYRIGHT HOR!! Bleahx!
CAPRICORN - The Superior SexualPartner(12/22-1/ 19) Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it. Cool. Loves to own Geminis in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.
Hmmmm that wat it said about Capricorns. Means it is talkin me!! LoLx. I dunno how true is it. So i need people out there to justify for ME!! LoLx.
Hmmm. Ltr gng to post more about today happening! Gng to hv my dinner now. TaTa!! KkThkzByez!!
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 8:10 PM
10 November 2007
Wooots!!! First boring saturday I ever had!!! SIANx!! LoLx..
Anw I juz woke up frm a short evening nap here. Came back home frm dinner wth my parents at around 8pm? LoLx. I forgot the tyming!!
Went to Upper Thomson Shopping Centre. Food exp, environment is sian de. Practically... Upper Thomson is a rich living place. But the shopping centers there are DAMN boring. Nva change de. For so so so many donkey years....
Juz lke that a day has juz past. Haiz. OH YA~ I reached home today afternoon. Since i left home for school on friday afternoon!! LoLx Ok That all im writing on the first boring saturday. LoLx. Gtg. KkThkzByez
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 10:18 PM
09 November 2007
I HATE FRIDAYS!!!!
Lesson is lke only 4 hrs AND its only in the afternoon!! DAMN IT!! Sian lor.
2 modules and its 12 to 4 nia. But lucky i got go self training on every friday. So at least i can make the point to come for the sake of judo. LoLx.
So met anthony at clubroom. Then went up to dojo. Chat alittle then decided to train. I actually wanted to learn harai goshi and hanai goshi. But anthony decided to teach me another one. Which called uchi mata. But one condition, i must not use it now only during the competition. ZzZzZzZzZz... Mainly i guess is that i till need to practice more.
Jason came. Try randori with him. But to my suprised!! I went blur~~!! Everything i learn suddenly become blank Totally juz cant applied what i learnt!! But good thing is, He teaches me along the way. I learnt. So does yongxin Then play wth leo and anthony too.
Realised i need more exp in playin. Then had dinner which is pretty late. Then headed to zhaohan house for guitar hero 3 2times this week LoLx.
OH YA!! I want to upload some pics. I taken frm the dojo. Nice? I spotted it when i was about to be being thrown!! >.<||| LoLx
Ok that all im crapping today. GTG!! KkThkzByez!!
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 11:56 PM
08 November 2007
Im back Home now. Practically I wasnt at home the whole day. Reached home around 745pm.
Had dinner outside Then reluctantly Got myself back to my house unit.
Now nth to do Other than doin the regular boring routines 1. Change to home clothes 2. Set up my computers 3. Check on my dogs ( see if they commit a home crime) 4. Slack on the chair waiting for the comp to be ready 5. Go online 6. Check my mails ( flooded as usual) 7. See who's online ( looking for chats to entertain) 8. Browse thru blogs and links (what else could i do? so bored) 9. See who able to chat ( spammin around the msn) Lastly 10. Slack and wait til tym to bath and slp. ( hoping if someone is bored and rmb me that i can chat wth them!)
Ok that all im writing!! TaTa~! KkThkzByez
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 8:07 PM
07 November 2007
Haha. Im outside now~~!! Yea!! LoLx...
Practically Today is a slow and boring day. Lessons are boring Couldnt amused me today Haiz~~
Nvm. FINALLY~!~!~ I could train on judo. I hv recovered. But~~ No one came today. WHAT THE ~~~~!!!
Argh~~ Dun care. So today i trained wth the orange belts Cuz no whites!! No yellows!! No blues!! Also no blacks!!
Therefore, the numbers of belt = 1 yellow, 6 oranges, 1 blue, 3 browns.
So i trained on new throws!! Yea!! I can use on competition real soon. Haha~!
I oso learn some oranges to green throws too But need to focus more on yellow ones So i only see and train my yellow throws at the same tym
So ended around 815pm. Had dinner in school.
Went home; bath; packed my laptop and psp Then left home!! AND here i am!! Outside slackin. Hahahaha!!
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 11:49 PM
LoLx!! Look wat i hv formed? A TREE!! Yea~~!! YA CRAP~~~ LoLx
Monday Ystd was dead tired!! When home, first = sleep!! Then i woke up at 12am sharp!! First tym so accurate on 12 midnight.
Then ate dinner ended up... I cant SLP!! Damn it!!
Nvm lor rewatch all the movies i hv Til not tired Tym: 5.45am. Great no need to rest ler!! LoLx. Tuesday~ Late~~ Went to school around 9.30am. Brain machine functioning WOLS Haiz. Haha!! Breaks are long and boring. So planned to eat out. Sat friend's car To Bishan Junction8 to hv breadfast. But the shops there arent ready. So we as usual went to the acrade to waste tym, $ and energy. Hahaha..
Now here im bored. Salsal is blowing~~~ Askin me to blog faster and more!! Woooooooohss~~~ Hahaz. Strong uh? Nah~~ NOT at all!! LoLx.. OPPZ~~ I forgot!! She will be reading it ltr... >>.<<|||| NVM! Haha.
Now~ Practically Nothing to DO. Conclusively Cant find thing to DO~ LoLx. Ok thats all im writing!! Haha.. TATA~!! KkThkzByez. Crap Crap Crap Crap Crap Crap Crap Crap Crap Crap Crap Crap Crap Crap Crap Crapping all the way~~~ way~~~ ay~~~ y~~~!! X-P
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 10:03 PM
04 November 2007
Same routine again!! Wake up and slp back. Not once but numerals tyms!! To be exact~~ Is from morning til 5pm. And actually from this routine. I can lose 2kg per week. But i am abit losing too much ler!! LoLx.
Juz last mth i lost nearly of 5kg!!! Argh!! I muz gain some weight back before 17th November. On my BIGGEST day. To a first competition experience.
Tym pass real WOLS-ly man!! Now til lke 10.14pm nia. SO SIAN!!!!
Ok nth to post ler. Gtg!! TaTa! KkThkzByez!!
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 10:06 PM
01 November 2007
Tired and yet happy!!
Whye?!?! Look wat i got!! LoLx!! I will upload it on this blog!! Some of you people out that knew How i got this stuff. So~~~! Keep it a secret for me, OK?? Heex. I dun wan people to be jealous of me worx!! Wakakakaka!!
That that!! See it? HAHA!! Good Quality fur ok!! 24inch PooH bear. Hahaz. Specially for HER de!!!
Oh ya!! He got name too!! He is called MinDan too!! Named by her!! LoLx. She oso got a Pooh too. Her name is called Min***. Hahaz!! The last 3 i cant post! Heex. Its too sensitive on the net la!! Happy guessing!! XoP
And guess wat? I shall end here!! Hahaz. kkThkzBye!
Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of; 11:32 PM
PROFILE
Benjamin'LFM
15th January 1989 Woodgrove Secondary
School Of Engineering YR1YR2YR3 Student
Elec, Comp & Comm Engg. Blue Belt Judoka Club Advisor I AM A PAINTBALLER
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