Its just hours away to a whole New 2009 year...
Went to school today~
Attended morning lessons.
And self-declared myself lesson end
on Noon sharp.

Pop over to Lynn's place.
Slacked there until Horfan and Alvin came~
Shall mahjong the night through~

Will my luck for next year be the better?
*Pray hard*

Signing off~
Benjamin

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
7:09 PM

Sometime i just really hate that date of going to school~
For certain reasons, ever since
the study periods from 14weeks to 16weeks
everythings is cramped together~
Lesser breaks~
Even just 2 days from another holiday~
The school want us to go back?
The others poly are still enjoying the holidays~~
Gosh~~
Haiz~

Signing off~
Benjamin

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
1:05 AM

Ok simply said~
I was dragged out of the house by my parents today~
Whye~~
They want me to 'go out' with them as a family~
Location~
That where the answer is obvious~
They want me to be in the rings with the lil children,
one is my cousin, the other one is my cousin's cousin~
Complicated~

Sad to say~
I dint take any pic that day~
But im looking forwards to have one day
out with my friends~!

Signing off~
Benjamin

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:35 PM

21th~
Nothing much in particular on this day~

22th~
Nothing much in particular on this day~

23th~
Nothing much in particular on this day~

24th~
Christmas Eve~
Nothing much in particular on this day~
Awating for message flooding in~

25th~
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Playing comp games the whole day~

26th~
Nothing much in particular on this day~

27th~
Nothing much in particular on this day~
School tml~~~
SIAN!

Signing off~
Benjamin

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:28 PM

Hmmm 3 days straight of events~~~
Sound eventful~
But my $$ fly away faster~!
Sadded~

Ok today i woke up early...
To get my hair styled and highlight~
Highlight took a longsome time of my day~
Trying to prepare for the party~
But the price is super worth it~
Cause it cost only 28bucks?
Heehee~

Met at DG before going to the party~
It was my first X'mas party..
To be frank~

Was taken afew pics~



but most of them is....
*A.. herm~~~~~~*
Sorry i was coughing~

Ok the spoiler part of the day...
Waiting for Ahern~
Damn~ Seriously he is slow that day~~
So shocked to hear a guy choosing his clothes
and took close 2hrs?
Haiz~~

Next~~
Although everyone was looking at their best~
But Ahern *again~*, he just cant stop wanting
to take photos~~
Hao zi liao oh~
HAHA!

LAST!
Still Ahern *damn! him again*,
Its was the last few part of the X'mas party~
We had a lucky draw~
And Ahern said something like this,
" My number '99'. The percentage of getting is so small~
Like 0.001%. Not so zhun de lah"
And yet the number was called~
Number '99'~!
!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@#$%^&*!
And i was just a number away~
Number '100'~!!!!!!
Duay arh!

After the party~
I went over to Explorer with Lynn.
And met up with zal and the gang~
For a tc session~
And thats how a day end~
But i really enjoyed myself~

Signing off~
Benjamin

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:39 PM

Hahaz~
Finally, my class had a proper gathering
where almost everyone is going out to eat.
Though not much planning is done for it.
We just went to a early dinner together
At eunos, a halal Cantonese restaurant.

Food was not bad~
Price was abit high though~
Here are some of the pics






After that we spent the rest of the night at Marina Square and Esplanade Rooftop.
With a nice views at night~





Signing off~
Benjamin

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
10:38 PM

I am off~
At bishan now~~
^- ^v~
Prawning my way thru~~
Ciao~!

Signing off~
Benjamin is prawning when you are reading this..

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
6:06 PM

"Humans carry many masks.

As the number of relationships increase with age,

the number of masks increase rapidly as well."

Its a phrase from one of the animes im watching.


A nice form of sentence, uhh?
What kind of mask are you wearing now...?

Signing off~
Benjamin is Benjamin

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:35 PM

A total of 2009 views on my blog~
For this coming New Year 2009~
Yippee~
Congratz congratz~

Signing off~
Benjamin is just be Random~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
10:41 PM

For those who have questions with/about me,

I dare say, misunderstandings and quarrels
does happened there and then between everywhere and everyone,
but its how we individually handle it,
thats is a 100% different thing.

Some like making a fuss on the spot, making the matter worst.
Some like to straight things out on the spot, be it calmly or aggressively.
Some like to keep things to themselves and tolerate with it.

As for me personally~
I am someone who preferred keeps things quiet,
Its not that im not bothered to straight things out.
Cuz i myself need time to reflect upon my own actions.
Hopefully i could calm down alil as time move on.

I have a reason for myself that i choose to keep quiet.
Cuz i had this damn hated character side of me.

Eg. When a friend seriously get on my nerves,
and crossed the friendship lines~
I turned very aggressively,
i will use facts, logic and might even
bring up everything in the past.

This led to me to end a couple of friendships i used to had.
And i dont want this to happen again,
its a path which i hope not to choose again.
Thats whye i control my emotions alot,
thus some people said i held myself back too much
and not opening out to friends.

Lastly, that stern face of mine.
Isnt a choice i had for me.
Im born like that.
When i control my emotions,
i would appeared with a bloody black face.
Due to i might be tanned,
secondly, my look is damn too stern.
Which both i cant be help.

What has bygone is bygone~
Im sincerely sorry for any disrupted feeling at any point of time, place and situations.

Signing off~
Benjamin is muting himself again~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
10:05 PM

Woke up pretty early today~
Prepared and left home around 850am.
Manage to board on the 9am train..
Reached outram around 935am.

At outram mrt, while waiting
for the train to arrive.
There is an incident,
an indian man,
he reminded me of russell peters' s joke,
walking and giving
the perverted looks on ladies.
The walking style is also almost
the same how russell demostrated.
He gave me goose bumps early
in the morning~
Brrrrr~
Can consider a small joke
in the morning.

At 945am, Vivo city shopping mall
isnt open for business yet...
So i went around strolling along the
empty mall from top level downwards.
By then 10am, i popped into
Giant and got myself some drink and snacks~

After that, i gradually strolled to habourfront centre.
And i realised,
that there actually have a shop that sell volleyball~!
ZOMFG!
And previously when i visited sentosa,
i didnt noticed it~
Nevermind, now i know it ler~
Took some random pic at sentosa.






Today's weather wasnt that good,
same like the previous visit i had.
Rained randomly a couple of times.
But still when i got home,
i looked closely at the mirror.
Im CHARRED~!
Nicely tanned though.
Hopefully, the worst dont come.
Haha~

Ouh ya~
On the way back home
from woodlands mrt,
I saw something the most gay-ish and yet to be true.
I thought that when Russell Peters said,
they loved to hold pinkies and walk in pairs~
I initially thought it only happens in their homeland.
I actually saw one in Singapore~
Ewwwww~~~~
I took a quick shoot about it~
Not that clear,
but u can see the indians in white shirt and black shirt.

Signing off~
Benjamin missed the curry pork rice at Vivo~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
9:23 PM

Some things are fated to happen~
So it does happen...

Reactions does changes differently
to various situations~

Some things not mend to hide,
hiding it make problems complicated~

But i prefer not to bother
much about it~

Learn once is enough,
and i will never make it happen
again~

If you find me petty, attitude or whatever~
Dont blame me,
because i think many people
dont really know the true 100% me.
I might agree part and parcel of me.
Definately not 100%~

Signing off~
Benjamin is and UnKnoWn

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
10:17 PM

At last~
My Common test is OVER~
Phew~~~~~~

2 weeks of break for me
to look forward to and enjoy.
Hmmmmmmmm.....

Off napping~~
Tadah~!

Signing off~
Benjamin is Destressing~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
4:14 PM

After public holiday
on Monday~
Its shall be the battle of my determination~
=.-
Three consecutive days
of paper...
Equals to less than 24hrs
of study for third and forth paper.
How would i fair~~ Hmmm
Whatever~
When the results are out
and i will know the answer~

Signing off~
Benjamin is mugging~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:54 PM

Look what i got~!!
HAHA!




LG KF750 Secret~~

Though its not what i bought
for myself...
Its from my dad to me...
Surprised~~!!
Woooooooo~~

After years of not receiving things
from him?
Hmmmm...
Well, the phone belongs to me now...
I shall take it as a Xmas gift
this year...
My very first Xmas gift from my dad!!!

My old phone?
Went to my mum,
my mum's went to my dad...
So its like an exchange~~
But somehow my mum like my
that cranky phone?
Hmmmm....
I wonder~~~

Anyway off i shall go and rest...

Signing off~
Benjamin is Damn shag~~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
8:37 PM

Wooooooots~~~~~
Sleep late and wake up early~~
The days of studying for
a bloody 1hr30mins to 2hrs paper...
=.-..

Slept at 4am today...
Woke up at 830am..
First time i ever study SO hard,
and make notes for myself!!!
ZOMFG!!
Is this for real?
Dont ask me...
Im not sure for myself either...
HAHA!

But i could said that...
It will be going to be mentally strained
for the next few papers...

Anyway,
went to school early today..
*I wasnt late after 9am ,ok!*
All i did was revision!!
and DAMN LOT more revision...

But somehow its work...
I dont know today's paper is
a give-away paper
or its the payoff
of studying?

Data networking communication...
So lengthy uhh?
Sound hard?
HELL NO~~!!
HAHA~

This paper was 1hr30mins paper.
But i completed in 20mins...
I was damn delighted when
i saw those question~~
Everything is repeated from
the past years' papers...
Damn~~

Anyway,
i shall keep this pace going...
Tml i shall study the next module...
But first of all,
ample rest is required...
so IM OFF~~
ANIMATING~~~
YAHOOO~~~~

Signing off~
Benjamin is Gooooooooooood~!

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
10:20 PM

Tuesday

Went to ICA today~~
FINALLY!!
Im a citizen again....
=.-
Seriously~~
I prayed and hope VERY hard!
That my IC dont go missing again!

After that i finally able to contact the auntie
whom i always had her to cut my hair~
So here my reason for not cutting...
Its not that im 100% to get it cut...
I DID call the auntie~
But during October and November...
I totally couldnt get through her at all..
=.-
When i asked her,
the auntie said its because
she signed up the starhub cable
thus the calling problem arise~~

Wednesday

Today is the first week of no training
since its due to the Common test coming up..
Had lots of makeup lessons this week.
Thursday there is one too...
After classes,
went for a Elective meeting...
Then went to look for
Dansen, Lois and Joseph...
Went jogging with them
at the track and bear-footed...
Ended up, i strained both of my calves....
=.-
TOTALLY not used to run on soft ground
compare to road...
Back home~~
Here i go off chionging
to complete a ppt
where tml i need to
present... =.-
Seriously~
Good luck to myself...
*Praying~*

Thursday

Dint get any sleep at all today...
Finally got my ppt slide done.
=.= <----------- This will be how im looked at lesson...
At school, i manage to
get done and over with it.
One project done~~
And dont know how many more to go~~
=.-

Ok! Finally tml is the start of my common test paper....
First paper...
Hmmmm,
I wonder!! How could i fair?
Well, you knows?
Haha...

So here i go off chionging for another night~~
3..
2..
1.. GO...
*Snore.....*
HAHA!!
Just kidding...

Signing off~~
Benjamin is trying to mug hard~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
8:31 PM

Sunday~~

Reached home
around 130pm...

Settled down...
Checked my mails...
Do my house stuffs
and went for a nap...
The usual for Sundays...

Since i hardly have activities
on Sunday.
Woke up during dinner time...
After that bath again...
Then ...zzzZZZ
off i slept again...

Woke up early for Monday
1st of December~
Time really flies~~
A blink will Xmas,
then a New year..
Then my 20th celebration...

I think i shall have a game for my friends,
maybe... A Island-wide hide & seek?
HAHA~!!
I will see to it....

Monday...
Not a so good day for me...
Alil moody...
Stayed back to study after class...
Now blogging
after supper and animating...

What else can i do?
IDK....

Signing off~
Benjamin is A citizen again~~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:37 PM