Lessons as usual...
Nearly late as usual too...
LOLx...

But today...
There is BIG addition of
agony to me..
The WHOLE entire DAY!

My body is giving way?
Could be...
Hmmm...

Stiff neck and shoulders...
Shoulder joint pain...
Lower back hurts...
Locked hip...
Cracky knee joint...

Crap... Is this the sight of old age?
Hmmm..
Whatever...

Signing off~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:35 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=24Ryj1ywoqw

Damn...
I have been laughing
my ASS out,
when im watching
his video and his
discriminative jokes...

Though this video discriminate
all Asian and people around the world~
But its funny how Russell phrased it...
Oh ya...
His accent and voice is definitely
great and funny~~

I recommend his video to you,
if you are bored..
Or looking for something
that could make you laugh about....

I left the link to one of his videos.
View it if you are interested...

AND...
Lots of things happened...
That i dont want to say about today...
LAST THING!!
IF I DID NOT INDICATE ANY FUCKING NAME IN ANY FREAKING POSTS IN MY BLOG...
DONT EVER PINPOINT TO ANYONE!!
THINKING I WAS AIMING SOMEONE.
_|_ ( - . - ) _|_
Signing off~
Benjamin is Damn Pissed~~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
10:56 PM

The long weekend break...
So fast jiu end ler.. =.=
Haiz...

Though its 4day break...
I had 2 hectic days,
1 fun day and
1 slacking and boring day...
So not enough of FUN!!

Somemore tomorrow
there is morning class!!!
8am somemore!!
i SO HATE 8am class...
Sadded...

Nvm..
Going to set alarm for it...
Though i cant confirm
i could wake up...

Since today
nothing much to say about..
Shall just end it here...
Shall read a book before
im off to sleep.

Signing off~
Benjamin is Bored!

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
9:29 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
CHRIS....

HAPPY 20th Birthday to You...

Back to today events...
Woke up at 130pm today..
I was pretty wore out
yesterday...

Had 2 packet of instant noodle
for lunch...
And thinking what to do today...
and I had no plans on Monday...
So decided to slack at home..

Until then,
i was asked to pack the small room
Packing all the toys together,
sending all of them to the Salvation Army
tomorrow..

There i go,
getting myself all dusted up..
and scratching everywhere again...
Argh~~
Tabuleh tahan!!
*Scratching scratching*

So im done with the
small room,
i decided to repacked my cabinet...
Taking out my old school uniforms
and some old clothes...

Had Nasi Lemak for dinner...
Yum yum...
BUT!! off i bath first..
Too itchy liao..
and i cant stop sneezing...
*CHOOOOOOooooo!*

And here i am blogging....

Signing off...
Benjamin is Doing Spring Cleaning...

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
8:22 PM

Hmmm....
Woke up 930am
in the morning today...
Skipped breakfast...

Sat in front of my desktop
thinking what the plan before
5pm meeting Lynn and Alvin at YCK Mrt...

My dad came into my room,
telling me that
he is going to reshuffle my desktop again....

At 11am,
while i shifted all the stuffs down
from the selves and table
to the floor and my bed...
My dad was making a pump
for the fishtank..

When everything was brought down...
My dad came in with his tools and stuff...
Took out the selves and
shifted the table inwards...
Then place the selves up.
Drill 2 holes and
had the selves latched onto the wall...

So this is the before...

And this is the after...
When everything was done...
Its already 430pm
Time really flies,
when you are so busy with something,

So went to bath and prepare to go out...
partly my whole body
is so itchy due to
the dirt i contacted with.

Last min, polar told me that he isnt gng,
due to the pain in his hip and hamstring..
So he is gng to missed all the fun,
and we had one less person to go out together...
But like what he said,
the pain wont allow him to enjoy 100% of the fun.
So he gave it a pass.

My dad then fetched me down to YCK mrt..
And it was super early...
Supposingly we are meeting at 530pm.
But i reached there by 505pm...
So Lynn came out earlier to look for me..

(*From this point of time... Mostly its about Alvin and Lynn*)
Met Alvin around 530pm.
Took bus 162 down to the Bishan prawning place.
Because most of us aint hungry when we reach there..
We went for the fish spa first..

We went to wash our legs
and headed to the pool.
Lynn and Alvin sat there,
waiting for me to put my legs in first...
So i asked them whye...
But they keep insisted me to go in first...=.-

Ok lor... I put my legs in first.
Because they are scared when they had
their feets above the water
and the fishes are swarming beneath them..
LOLx..

The moment they dipped their legs in...
Fishes are attracted to them...
AND their face changes...
They just cant stop laughing!!
AND after their legs are in,
all the fishes went over to their sides...
Left barely afew fishes to clean my legs... =.-

So i moved to the other pool,
thinking i could enjoy all fishes to myself..
Yet they came over to my pool...
All swim over to them again... =.-
Totally no customers to my side...
Left those few loyal fishes...

That could conclude one thing...
They have more dry feet skins than i do...

So after that, have seafood fried rice and satays...
Then went over to start prawning...
Shared to use 2 rods with them...
But mostly they are the ones prawning,
im just helpin them.

They catch quite afew...
As a good start for first timers...
Lynn caught 5prawns..
Alvin also caught around 5prawns..
The rest that they brought home
are contributed by me... HAHA!

Oh ya... I bought my personal rod...
For prawning...
A 7 feet long rod...
A SureCatch Brand..
The only brand i could trust most...

Then prawn till 11pm.
And we headed back home..

Currently im watching soccer match on my computer..
West Ham - Arsenal..
Match ended with a 0-2 win for Arsenal.

And off i go to sleep.

Signing off~
Benjamin is Saying " What a day."

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:59 PM

Woke early today~
Surprisingly woke up
without any alarm...
Hmmm....

Sat in front of my lappy...
I cant just said comp anymore..
Because my computer is fixed...
Check my mails as usual~

Then off i went to play my game~
*Phew phew*
*Bang bang*
And i overshot my preparation time!!
ZOMG!!
I AM LATE!~
Argh~~
Chiong to prepare and get out of home!
Then my dad asked me to take my CPU out..
He wanted to fixed it for me~

Chiong down to Queentown Mrt to meet Alvin and Lois..
Then we took bus down to the tmc shop..
Quite wulu i could say...
When we took the number 8,9 & 10.
Thinking that we could be quite near to the next number...
To what i know~
At 2pm, where the business resume after their lunch break.
It just start number 2~!! 0.O!?!?!
So decided to go down to ikea to have lunch...

The food was the most unworthy for today!!
A plate of pasta with 6meatballs + a bowl of cream of Chicken
= $11.30!
But ok lah~
Once in a while, eat something 'EXPENSIVE'
should be alright lah~

Since already there ler~
Hmmmm...
Then cab back to the shop...
This is when i felt very tulan
about typical Singapore taxi CHINESE DRIVERS!
I mean since YOU! accept us to board YOUR FREAKING CAB!
that means we could tell you to drive to ANY LOCATION!
Be it 5mins drive away ornot!
SO WHAT THE FUSS ABOUT COMPLAINING!
THAT YOU VERY HARD TO QUEUE AT THE IKEA SHOPPING CENTRE!!
AND WE ARE GOING SOMEWHERE NEAR!!
After all we are paying~!
SO SHUT YOUR GAP UP!_|_

So waited awhile outside the shop,
then it was our turn to go in.
Time 430pm...
So did some consultation,
had accupuctal with current ~_~
and finally tui na~
My back and shoulder
finally had been relaxed...
Movement on both arm and body
is much more lighter...
Phew~~~

Then when we are done...
Mr Lim, Alvin's uncle paid for me...
THANK YOU VERY MUCH! ^-^

Went for dinner with Alvin, Alvin's mum and uncle..
Find them are very talkable and jokey at times...
Had them lobang to J8, where i could train back home...

Got home...
My computer was fixed..
Found out that the motherboard was burned.
Bought a Duo Core2 motherboard.
Cost $410 in total.
With a graphic card and a 2GB ram.

Kanna KB by my dad.
Though that i was the one who damage the board.
Making a remark,
saying i study about comp stuffs
and yet i dont know anything.

That comp was already 4yrs old..
Definitely will wear off anytime lah~!
So i KB back,
and my dad had nothing to say about.

So i was here blogging about it.
Then my dad came in
to check on me,
his speech was trying to be to nice...
BUT I DONT GIVE YOU A DAMN!
and here i end my post.

Signing off~
Benjamin is Furious~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
9:27 PM

Woooosh~~
What a tiring day
today is...

Went for make-up lesson today..
Then usual at school...
Blah Blah Blah...
Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah...
Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah...

Night class...
Our first practical lesson..
After a long dry tutorial..
Which we try to
fixed up a LAN cable..
I cutted my index finger
during the process... T.T
Its hurt.... =.-

At least i could said that..
The last two lessons
on friday and
also of the week...
I think its much
more interesting..

Finally after lesson ended...
FINALLY~!
A long weekend...
Saturday,
Sunday,
Monday & Tuesdays~~

Can finally go out,
to relax,
or to play my new games...
HAHAHA!!

ANW..
Something shocked me
when i got home...

My entire room have been re-shuffled~~
SEE~~!!

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:30 AM

Back~!
Its the worst day i ever had...
As in for this month~~

Woke up early for the 8AM lesson~~
Felt super strained on my back..
At first i thought its due
to the practice on Wednesday..

Thought it will better as the day pass..
But to what i know...
My left side of my back
HURTS!!!
Especially when i was carry my bag
and my laptop in it...
I cant strap my bag across my back..

Walking hurts..
Sitting hurts..
Standing hurts..
Carry my bag hurts..
Im SO IMMOBLISED!!

Ok~~
Dont feel like blogging liao~~
I got to go rest ler...
Sadded.

Signing off~
Benjamin is In PAIN!

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:50 PM

After...
A hot meal of instant noodles
with 2 half boiled eggs.
Accompanied with a cup of cold
home-brewed chrysanthemum tea.
Listening to jay's new album songs~
Under the big and windy ceiling fan..

How relaxing~~
But!!
You are wrong!
After this meal,
after blogging~

Im will be off
doing my projects,
tml due assignments,
and personal stuffs..
By then~~
It could be already
in the wee nightz~~

So if you happened
to pop by to read..
Please call me up
by 630am,
lastest 645am..
Because i will
definitely late for my 3hrs
practical class~~~ =.-
THANKS!!!
*Please tag me if you calling me~ =p*

Signing off~
Benjamin is BUSY!!!

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:03 PM

Of Tuesday~~
Simply bored
to death today~~

Slept the whole
daytime out of today
again... =.-
How lifeless,
how pathetic
my tuesdays are
going to be...

And it will be
like this for
another 14weeks?
ARGH~~!
I dont know
i can last this
long ornt~!!

zzzzZZZ...
Nvm...
Tml class at 8am
Pray hard,
that i wont be late...
Hahaz...

Signing off~
Benjamin is *Banging against the wall*

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
10:04 PM

Usual Monday..
Go school then back home..
Listening to lectures,
which i could be completely
dont understand at all.

Back home,
initially after dinner..
I was about to doze off
due to boredom..

But Lois msn-ed me..
Hahaz...
Not that she is
disturbing me..

Just that,
if anyone happened to
msn me,
i definitely will wake up.
But it isnt 100%
that i will reply immediately lah~

Then i got 2 new
not-school-related
projects...
Something i find it
more interesting
over school projects.

HTML coding...
Since im an amateur,
I could take this
opportunity to learn.

Also to help,
Lois and Lynn to
change their new blog skins...
Since theirs have
been quite some
time already...

Ok then thats all for today.

Signing off~
Benjamin is Learning~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:01 PM

LOOK UP YOUR BIRTHDAY AND SEE WHAT KIND OF A PEST U ARE!!! (SCROLL DOWN)
January 01 - 09 ~ Ass
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach
February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake
March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite
April 01 - 03 ~ Ass
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk
May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach
June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Ass
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite
July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Ass
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite
August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk
September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Ass
October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake
November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite
December 01 - 16 ~ Ass
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog

If you are an Ass: A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Slug: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to includ e you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath.
God bless the person then!

If you are a Cockroach: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Parasite: An extremely lova ble, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Skunk: You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do n ot expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what the best trait of you guys remains.


If you are a Bullfrog: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Snake: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to g ossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are an Ape: Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quickly as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction.. That way, you people are unique... You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
8:03 PM

Hmmm..
The Owl of the Weekends...
Sound nice?
But it isnt that cool
as it sound.

It means that,
When the sun is up high,
I should be outside having fun,
or at least awake
to do some stuffs,
But I have been sleeping all day long.
How saddening..

So guys and girls out there~!
If you are looking for
SOMEone to go SOMEwhere.
ANYwhere to do ANYthing.
As long its not against the LAW~
Im FREE~!

Signing off~
Benjamin is AWAKE~!

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:50 PM

Slack the whole of the morning.
Really did nothing,
even though i woke up at
7am in the morning.

So i just laid on my bed
and think.
Nothing else but think.
Reflecting things
about school,
class,
works,
judo,
and plenty other stuffs.

Although its only one week
since school reopen,
i starting to hate
life in school.
Not that im being emo
or what so ever.

Just that,
i find no point
going to school early
in the morning again.

By late noon,
my dad came home.
I was informed that we are going to changi SAF chalet.
There is a birthday invitation from my dad's colleague.

When i got there,
so shocked that the chalet
for high ranking officers,
had been rebuild.
From those break-down chalet
to a sea side apartment.
Cool~~

Main purpose to go there was
there to chill my mood down,
cause that is where i find peace.
Not to see gay or what...
And i have no intention
to do that either.

When i reached there,
its already sunset,
a nice scenery for
the bright orange setting sun.

Something i wouldnt forget.
I have been wanted to do
star grazing too.
But tonight, there isnt many stars.
Sadded.

Although Singapore is a bright city.
But some parts in Singapore,
we could actually see stars.

If you are lucky enough,
You will see shooting stars,
just a couple of them,
flying through the atmosphere,
for about 1 to 1.5 sec.

I ever saw it once in Singapore.
At a campsite which i forget where.
Missed those days.


I should be the one saying...
GOMEN-NASAI!!!!!

Signing off~
Benjamin is Reflecting

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:55 PM

Today is not a good day for me.
Stomach problem in the morning.
Boring lessons in the afternoon.
Problem arise in the evening.
Irritation happened in the night.

Now im feeling,
Stressed..
Irritated..
Pissed..
Sian-ed..
Shyt-up-ed..
No patient..
Bothered..

All the shyt feeling im having now..
I really dont know what im thinking now,
what im doing now, or
what i want to do now.

Should i step in and take action
and dont give face to whom ever.
or
Should i chill down first,
and tell whom ever matters.

Either answer i have no mood to talk about now,
just need someone who they think they deserved to know.
and i trust that they can know,
to be my listening ears.
If not, its for me to know and not for you to find out.

Signing off~
Benjamin is Pissed~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:15 PM

Its been 4 days school reopened,
6days i had a great fun,
1week something happened,
51days i will been resting during the holidays,

Late for class,
due to stomach aching
early in the morning.

While camping in the toilet,
im bombard not
only by my stomach,
but by my classmates too..
-.-

So cab down to school...
Then get on with my
prac work alone.
Cause my partner was still
trying to get up from
his bed. LoLx...

FINALLY i bought my books,
not all of them,
at least i bought
most of them.
The more important
modules,
i think so~!

Had some dry lessons,
some interesting ones too.
Too bad there isnt
any wet one...
LOLx. =P

Ok got home,
a fast trip home,
Came online,
Eaten,
but then after that,
i kept switching off and on,
waking up from my sleep very regularly...
Dont know whye,
so i guess i will
just stay awake
and do some blogging.

So i will end it here for today,
tml i gng to miss Judo!! T.T
Because of night class!!!!

Signing off~~
Benjamin is Drownsy~~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:05 PM

This picture are nicely arranged...
Through out the process of the day~~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
10:45 PM

15/10/2008

Today is the day
where all our juniors
moved up to
a whole new level.

Omedeto!!

since you guys are yellow standard liao~
I think its time for hell training!!
Wakaka~
Because this is where
in a month you will be
fighting in the competition~

Not to forget...
Congratz to the Seniors and ME too...
Xp...

One new level up!!
Means one whole new obstacles
is waiting ahead~!!

Gambatte!!
Signing off~
Benjamin is Leveled~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
10:21 PM

It is taken from a bulletin.

1) Guys may be flirting around all day. But before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

2) Guys are more emotional than you think. If they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. (:

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. He'll assume that he did something wrong and he'll be obsess about it, trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11) If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something.

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

13) When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me.

14) If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking about something.

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

17) A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18) No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

19) NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them.

20) WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.

21) Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

This is the start of the post of the day...
How true is it?
Im not too sure either.. Lolx.
I just find it interesting...

Signing off~
Benjamin is Happy!!

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
10:03 PM

So sucky!!
Whye~
Cuz putting a rest day on
a second day,
makes me cant do alot of things!!!

I cant stay late out on Tuesday night.
Especially if i were to go to Fightworks
at Macpherson.
I have little time to relax after that!!

I would be so tired to stay awake
on my wed 8am class!!!!
ARGH!!
I NEED HELP!!
SERIOUS HELP!!
SOME ONE CAN YOU VOLUNTEER
TO CALL ME UP ON EVERY
WEDNESDAY?
6.30am will do!!!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
I WOULD TREAT YOU BETTER
IN RETURN!!
XP

Then friday is my night class~~!!
Damn!
I gotta miss my extra training for judo liao...
SO SIANNED!!
At most i could meet them for dinner at night.
Only~~!!
T.T

I want to go for judo than class!!
But night class is sth i cant skip...
I felt so trapped!!
Argh!! Crap!

Ok i practically did nth at home today..
Sing and anime all the way till now...

Signing off~
Benjamin is sadded~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
9:49 PM

Back in school...
Im surprised to myself that..
I could wake up early,
or to say on time for lessons...

Normally i would
be late, or missing school..
Just like my sem1..
Cause i never had good reasons to
make myself wake up early..
I dont change for everyone,
until i see there is a need to.

Anw, back to topic..
Reached school around 845am
for my 9am class..
Lecture early in the morning
was so DRY~~~!!!
I tried staying awake
for the 2hrs...

But ended up i slpt during the last 30mins.
Partly had 2 reasons,
1) My stomach was growling at 930am onwards,
made me felt super awkward,
so had to hibernate my system,
from thinking im hungry.
2)The lecturer confused me
with the slide he was
teaching,
the microchips, microprocessor
and the microcomputer...
He kept forward and reverse the slides!!
And i cant catch a single thing after that...

Break...

Then had lab and tut,
was quite alright with this two lessons.
Then
break again..

So decided to skip the last lesson...
MATHS!!!!
then headed home..
Im here again~~!!!
TADA~~!!

Ok i ending today's post...
Going to prepare dinner now..

Signing off~
Benjamin is A Chef~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
4:30 PM

This is a late reply for a late posting i saw...

If you got angry
that i am neglecting
lynn's feelings,

I would like you to know this,
it wasnt just my decision alone.
I was talking to lynn about it,
and she suggested that we stop
being close with each other.

Though from the start i said
about the closeness we had.
and because she felt bad that
she was involved in our matter.
So thats whye i would said that.

Just in case, you got sensitive about it again,
and if it happens that
i could have make up for it..
But it didnt.
So i think this wont matter to you anymore...

Im not trying to engage into any blog fight here..
Posting are mend to share your expression and happiness to others.
A good way to be regularly updated..
So others know more about you that day..
and not being missed out late...

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
4:15 PM

Woooooooosssss....
Freaking tired man~~
Just woke up not long ago....

11 October 2008
Woke up super duper early
Around 530am i guess?
But guess what?~~
I laze around until 7am.
Still cant change my super bad habit~~
Argh!!
*No No NO! Cannot like that~~*
Sadded.

So bath, prepare and left for yishun...
Got my sleeping bags home..
Then met lois at Yishun ChongPang area.
For some reasons, only Lois came in the morning
to help me with the bbq stuffs..

Finally i bought charcoal,
those heavy charcoals~!!!
not like those written 5kg
but felt like 2kg like that.
Some more the wood burns very fast~~!!

Bus back to Woodlands,
Went back home to put the charcoal,
and slack~
Cause Lois want to chill under my that big ceiling fan...
Especially under the hot weather...

Then waited for Alvin to come,
then we headed to NTUC fairprice for more shopping~~~!!!
Polar and Sun came to look for us at there too.
Bought stuffs and went back home again...

This time,
Latest arrival,
Lois, Alvin, Sun, ZhaoHan and then Cheeka
came reached my place.
Cheeka still walked to the wrong place...
Im living at Blk 110, but he walked to Blk 510...
Hmmm...
400 Blocks away?
In actual fact, its just a junction apart only...
LoLx~~!!

So slacked alil more!!
Then we headed to Party World~!!
At Civic centre...
My 2nd time to sing this month,
1st time was with Lois and Eileen at
Amk Kbox...

Sang quite afew songs,
Aleast i got bolder in singing
in a public place...
And heard some new voices too~
Quite cute yet funny too..

Left the place earlier...
Cause i need to take stuffs and the seafood along
to the bbq pit...
Had Alvin to help too..

Reached there by 415pm
i guess..
Settle things down,
but the place was drizzling alil
at that time,
was scare that it will get worse.
As the clouds at that moment,
doesnt looking pleasing..

So played abit of soccer passing with Alvin, while waiting...
Disturb him all the way...
LOLx~~
Then Lynn came down back cab...
Followed by Guoying and Junming...
Then Ridhwan, Rhadji, Jiajie, Xan...
Then the singing gang joined back to us...
Which is after 5pm..
Then slowly the rest came....

Started off the bbq around 530pm...
The guys were playing frisbee at the field,
The ladies~ Helping with the food,
Then Benjamins as the Chefs~
And lastly,
The couples at a mat alone~~ LOL!!

Food was going out fine,
Until, the moment the boys are back...
Food supply had to rush alot..
But instead we took our time to cook..
Sorry to those who had to wait a long time to eat..
So serve them when they requested
for the food they want.

Lois had stomach inflammation
that night...
Silly girl,
had a empty stomach,
went singing,
had a can of coffee...
Then the effect ache during
bbq..
Poor lil meimei...
She was the only one
who really dint enjoy the moment...

I rested as the Chef, and went to talk and eat some food.
Had food and go along with 2 bottles of Bacardi...
Nice~~
A long time i had some alcohol...
Since my 18th birthday...

So one by one, everyone is going back home...
Light went off at 1030pm..
So everybody decided to pack up,
and leave the place...

Strolled back to my house...
We chatted and we laughed...

At home,
we tried to settle down at night,
but due to the small house im living in,
with so many people,
the time we took was like hours...
Took turn to bath...
The ladies first...
So the guys cramped at the kitchen with my dogs...
=.-
Then the guys' turn.
Then i bathed last...

By the time we settled into the room,
we start watching past year club crawls and '07 Nyp Competition.
Soon after we done watching...
Its already 5am in the morning...
Some already had fallen asleep.

So when done bathing...
I went over to the other room,
and slept on the cold tiles..
So tried to sleep on my bolster..
But i couldnt...
Cause i smell unfamiliar smell on it...
For the reason of that..
Lois and Lynn was hugging to my bolster
when we were watching the vids...

12 October 2008
So at the resting period,
i keep waking up, because of that... =.-..

By 9am+-, everyone starting to wake up..
Junming and Dansen left the house earlier...

By 1030am,
decided to cook breakfast for them.
A not so delicious breakfast i could said..
Cause im using the remaining food as dishes...

Then played 'truth' game...
Asking a question of any topic,
when you got the biggest cards...
Then lynn and Zhaohan left earlier..
In the noon period,
after breakfast..

By 2pm,
everyone was hungry again...
So we headed to CWP food court
to satisfy our hunger..
Once done, we all parted our way...

And then i bathed and napped all the way until now...
OHya~~
Tml is the day when all of us is going back to school..
Guess everyone is busy again..
=.-
And Goodluck and see you guys at Judo..

Signing off~
Benjamin is faceless

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:03 PM

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!!
Im now actually laughing my way out~~
Nearly fell to the cold tiles...
Ok i shall state this clear..




Anyway, your cute angry post of your gave me
the motivation to blog something.
Because i was bored the whole day at home...
Hahaha~ v(^- ^)v

Signing off~
Benjamin is Laughing~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
12:30 AM

Since i am back to a happy-go-lucky boy,
who heck care everyone's thoughts and feelings for me.
I shall go back to someone who is to be direct in your face.
SO DON'T PISSED ME OFF~! _|_(^- ^) _|_
I know i have good tolerance, but there is always a limit in everything.

I seriously learnt that friends i made belong into so fucking many categories.
*I took i could improve all of them to a good stage. BUT i was wrong..*
I seriously made a mistakes in letting too many friends know about me and things i do.

Friends~
Come by many levels.
There are those 'Hi-Bye' Friends, 'Talkable' Friends, 'Working' Friends, Good Friends, Close Friends, Buddies, Partners and Soul mates. These are, to me, leveled to the trust that i can give.

'Hi-Bye' Friends
At this level, 'Hi-Bye' Friends are just friends you know, where you see them on the streets. These people, you wont even bother to help in details because they do not know you well so does you. You will just gradually walk past them, overlooking at the trouble that they fell into.

-These are friends that you cant really trust them with your personal things at all, where you just know them only a short period of time. You will never know what happened after that. Do You fall in this category in our friendship?-

'Talkable' Friends
The word 'Talkable' already given you the answer. This means that these people, are just friends that you can talk hell lot of shyt in a conversation. And they don't give a FUCKING DAMN about your life. You will just talk somethings and compare. After that you go your way, he go his.

-Ideal for people who just want to have people to accompany when they feel shyt. They are also the one that you cant trust them much. But at least you are on friendly terms, which you wont want to step into the danger zone. Do You fall in this category in our friendship?-

'Working' Friends
At this level, these friends of yours, you will be facing them almost everyday. Gradually both of you will know the surface of each other character through working. This is where many friends you made would be filtered, so it's either you moved up to the next level as a 'Good Friends' or you remain here.

-There is limited trust you could give. Secrets you have is best that you don't leak it out. Especially when its come to personal life such as family and relationship. Even if they know, that also know the rough details, which things aren't 100% true. Otherwise, you will find yourself being blacklisted and shot from the back. So Beware~! Do You fall in this category in our friendship?-

Good Friends
From this point, things have just started to improve in term of friendship, this is where you started to have interests in knowing each other more about their life and things happening around them. Details and contacts may have been exchanged for future communication purposes. Then when either of you need help, you will ONLY help IF you are not busy with something at that moment. If not, you would have reject his/her request, knowing that things will happened to them. After all, these friends have their life and their friends too.
Good example, regular friends that you know at a place or CCAs.

-These friends of yours, you could only trust them with your minor problems. And its not recommended to approach for help too many times. If not they will avoid you in future, which you will hurt to know that later on. And one thing for sure, you wouldn't know that if that is their true colour of themselves when they are helping you. Therefore, you are not able to know what will happen next if they are offended. Do You fall in this category in our friendship?-

Close Friends
At the line between 'Good Friends' and 'Close Friends', many people tend not to notice them and yet see it as one. Whye? Because from being a 'Good Friend' to a 'Close Friend', time spent to bond closer have no limits. Some might take a couple of days, while others might take few months. So it's up to how much time you're willingly to spare for each other. These are the people who you know that they will help when they heard about your problems, even if you did not approuch them. They are always ready to be your listening ears, when you need them. Even if they cant be a great help, they will still be there and then to ask and show concern for you.

Here are two points that differ between 'Good Friends' and 'Close Friends', 1) When a 'Close Friend' happened to foresee problems that will befall on you, they would at least hint or notify you about, making sure that you are aware of it and prepare to prevent it from happening. 2)A 'Close Friends', will always try to get you involved in outings and plans. Making sure that you not forgetten and neglected aside. Because they want share the fun and enjoyments as a group.

-Noted: Although they may have reached to this level, but still you wouldn't know that it is their true colour of themselves that they have revealed. Thus, i guess its still alright if they know parts and parcel of your life, cause a 'Close Friend' might turn their back on you one unfortunate day. And you will see lots of problems surfacing up to you. Do You fall in this category in our friendship?-

Buddies
At this stage, aka 'Trusted Friends' aka 'Best Friend Forever', this group of people are those who you have spent nearly a year or more knowing each other. They have come to a point where you are known to their family by name. They are also people that you can depend on them without worries. Be it any kind of problems, or the depth of it, and you will know that they are always behind you, looking out for your back. Supporting and respecting your decision.

As from this stage, they are no longer just friends, because they are someone that know every close details of you, and might expect that they will knock sense into you, when you walk onto a wrong path. Because your 'Buddy' do it is for your good, wanting you to enjoy and not suffer. To a certain time, you would approuch them and decide things together before you finalise any decision, or even talk about everthing that is personal to you and YOU ONLY.

-Being a 'Buddy', isnt that easy as you speak the word out from your mouth. Because a 'Buddy' is someone who is willing to step into your life and suffer with you through hardships even though they are not even involved from the start. So from your ring of friends, it is obvious that there are only a handful of them where they earned the title and can be depend on as a 'Buddy' So don't get mixed up as being a 'Buddy' to a 'Partner'. Because as far as a 'Buddy' can go, they also have their life to move on a later stage. So watch your mouth before you talk about others, it is easy to cause a misunderstanding from it. Do You fall in this category in our friendship?-

(PS. Be it 'Buddies' or 'Partners', both also have to be able to tolerate one another's short-comings. Because in life, tests will always appear randomly at you. So it's just that are the both of you up to the standard of the test. Can you handle it?)

Partners
'Partners' only consist of two persons, normally it is of oppsite genders. Unless you are the special cases. 'Partners' are only form from 'Friend' to the 'Special One'. TO GET THIS CLEAR! 'PARTNERS' gets more intimate with each other than a 'BUDDY'. (I caps these two words, just in case you got a freaking cock-eye person or you are just damn blur.) Other than that, the time spent and things done is almost the same as a 'Buddy' does. Because he/she is someone who know you can be truly depended on. Expect that you know that you could share Mutual Understanding, Trust and Forgiveness between each other, before Love could happen. In short i call this 'Bonding'.

-Im keeping this section short, because I have just lose one recently. Don't ask me whye, because I don't like to repeating history of my life. Futhermore, I quite pissed off over somethings that I found out. Since I made my decision too, I shall moved on as myself.-

Soul mates
This stage is at the highest point in life. It is also classified as 'Life long buddies' or 'Engagment Life'. Because this is when 'Life long buddies' or 'Partners', decide or have settled down with their family or as a family. This is also known that 'Life long Buddies' and 'Partners' would enjoy the sweetest moment from countless of tests that have been dumped on them for a very long period of time.

-Thus I wouldnt comment about it as I have not experience it at this stage.-

To conclude this, everyone owns a whitebook and a blackbook.
The whitebook is where a good impressions of you is written in.
But one single mistake done, the blackbook is where your NAME is being engraved in forever.
Big and Clear enough that you will always be watched and never be forgotten.
Unless you are no longer living in this rotten Society.
So once if you are in my blackbook, u will better off to be dead.

Lastly, there is a saying:
"A dog that doesnt bark loudly, does not means that it's bite won't hurt."
Then i shall add on,
"A cat may seem as a gentle creature, but beware of it's paws."
'Men are like dogs, while Women are like cats.'

And 'That's what friends are for' comes behind 2 meanings.
Want to know? Go figure it out yourself~!

Signing off~
Benjamin is Pissed~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
10:06 PM

Hmmm, how should i start this explanation.
I know you are pretty upset now..
You may not want to read my post now.
I wont make a fuss for that.
Partly not spending time with you,
going out with friends all the time..
I admit im wrong.
Neglecting your feeling earlier..
But i seriously dont meant to hurt or anger you on purpose.
I know im slow..
Caused this is still my 2nd serious r/s,
as to be with you.

During Sept that month,
hope you know that i always working on the Judo camp.
You are in school having lessons,
at times you were busy with project.
Not that i doesnt want to msg all the times.
Its just i felt that im a bother to you and your project,
if i were to keep txting you the whole day.
So i decided not to disturb u too much
when you in school.
It maybe just a stupid excuses to you.
But i really thought of that way,
maybe just that im suck at expressing love.
So i might do something wrong in my decision.

Since i heard part and parcel from Leng,
i should move the point,
its not that im always with lynn at the times,
its just that since yr1,
lynn had been helping me,
in both judo and academically.
Maybe the juniors dont know about it.
But im treated like a younger brother to her.
putting aside that she is a senior from my course and judo too.
Let alone the title of 'BFF'.
If you are concern, i stopped everything.
Everything that would affect our r/s.
Maybe that most things we planned all the outing together.
But everything i always want to get you involved in first.
Nothing come in my mind except you first.
And i meant it.
Cause i not only want to have fun alone.
I want to bring the fun and enjoyment to everyone.

Maybe that my habit of going out as a group,
i keep organising activities out.
That is my bad and i admit that.
But i had plans,
when school reopens,
i going to 100% make up for the period and time,
that i couldnt be with you.
Just you only.
I mark my words wholeheartedly.

Now i just want to patch things up,
and avoid this stuff again.
I know im insensitive to begin with,
give me some time.
Im trying hard to change for you.
Im truly sorry.
But when that night,
you said i was boring.
It hurt me alot,
cause its something i dunwan to bring to you.

Please dont get upset anymore and forgive me,ok?
This post here, isnt a make up or something.
I really did serious reflection and post it up now.
Contact me soon..

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
4:50 AM

Being a boring person
is mend to do
boring things?
Is it true?

Damn!
Whye am i still
being bothered about
things like this
again~~
=.-

Was bored..
So decided to surf
through facebook awhile~
Took alot of quizzes
just to kill boredom.


-Who are You at school?-
THE FLOATER
You were happy to drift between cliques and different groups, you got on with everyone and anyone, happy to partner the geeks in science and hang with the Jocks in Gym a real all rounder.

-Are You happy in life?-
Your happy...
well you are happy, but could be better. try to be happier! :P and live your life!

-The ONE word that best describes your personality!-
Cheerful !
your light and easy nature and the smile that's always there on your face makes your company delightful and fun!

-What career will You most suit in?-
The business body!
You have a master mind and would be best as a business person. You can differentiate between realistic and fake. The best job for you would be something related to lots of decisions and choices. Let your brain speak, it is your key to success!

-Who are You inside?-
You are MEAN!
you the one everybody is afraid of...people dont mess with you! You see that as ok because you dont want to be messed with. Your just...DIFFERENT


-Fire, Air, Earth or Water?-
You are earth

-Who are You?-
smootard
smoo is a nice word...

-How shy are You?-
a bit shy
you are a bit shy... able to show your face but still have to cling onto mummy or daddy...

-What's your Hidden ability?-
Fly
You can kick off from your feet and fly into the sky without a care in the world while no one can stop you! Even if they try, they'll never get as far as you in your future =)

-Why do people love You?-
the outcast
some days your wild and others you just keep to your self you love to be around friends but you love the quiet people see you for how you are and some may say a geek or just a person or a best friend but people love you and other pretend they dont know you bu that is their problem

-So You think You are random?-
Random
You're random. You're cool and people like you. You like to live on the edge.

-What is Your stereotype?-
simple
you juZZ DONT CARE ABOUT THE WORLD.. you dont have any stereotypes! Kool !isnt it?

-How fun are You?-
Can be a little fun
Yeah not bad at going places, but still have a lot to learn about being fun!!

-The meaning of Life-
Loving Life.
You enjoy the air you breath. You're happy to be alive and ready to jump out of bed in the morning.

-Are You relationship material?-
til death do us part
u are a committed partner...you are determined to always keep a smile on ur partners face, and u do what ever it takes to keep the relationship happy and healthy

-What kind of friend are You?-
Good Friend
Your the kind of friend people go to for advice, but their not wanting to be with you 24/7

-What's your true nature?-
Open Book
You feel obligated to share your every experience with those around you. You care what others think about who you are, but you never change for anybody. You are capable of sharing, although it is difficult to know when to stop. Everybody knows what to expect from you and your opinions are usually publicly known.

-What kind of hair cut should You get?-
Medium
you're not that weird but needs some help

-What's your true personality?-
Just Right
You're perfect, stay just the way you are!!! Don't change a thing!!!

-Who is your soul mate?-
Belongs With Someone With Class
Your future lover should be someone with class. You belong with someone polite and never afraid to admit their mistakes. They will help you see the good in life and appreciate everything.

-What is your Best quality?-
Ambitious
Your best quality is ambitious! People like you because you are a determined person. Once you set a goal for yourself you do whatever it takes to achieve it.

-Attitude test-
calm and quiet
you are the sort of person who likes to take life slowly... just one day at a time.. you usually know the difference between right and wrong. you believe in yourself. you put yourself in other peoples shoes and see how it feels to be them and then handle a situation accordingly.your attitude towards life is very positive.... you are liked by all and are a great friend.the flip side is that sometimes you care too much about other people and dont do what you really wanna do..

-What type of person do You attract?-
You attract geeks!
Your stunning intellect and love of sci-fi and video games allures the geeks like nothing else. Maybe it is the sparkle in your eye that makes them want to text you, who knows. Geeks make good partners, but tend to be argumentative. If you are a TRUE geek magnet, you will know if that was spelled correctly, and actually care. If it is a bad-boy/bad-girl you are seeking, you are barking up the wrong tree, unless they are just 'bad' behind a PS2 console.

-Do You love her?-
YES! YOU LOVE THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE!!
You tend to love this person with out even realizing it. GO FOR IT!! get that special someone and make it work. you are their lover and they are yours. even i f you hardly see them, its obviously a perfect match!

-What is your colour?-
Blue
You are very calm. You always put your mind at rest. You love the beach. You hardly never get angry at someone and match well with people.

-What does your eyes say..?-
Bubbly
Your eyes always has a smile in them!! Your all about having fun and parting the night away... Your up for any adventure and isn't shy at all

-Do You have a bad temper?-
Cool
You're quite cool and relaxed. Nothing really gets to you. You can handle bad situations well.

-The Subconscious quiz-
The Traveller
You have an excellent balance of living for today whilst working for tomorrow. A logical, rational mind that deals with problems when they can be no longer ignored but before they become too much hassle or out of control. You are lost without a goal and strive to better yourself constantly whether it be physically, mentally, financially or creatively. You are most likely quite a loner deep down, though this may be translated as a need for constant security from friends or activities. You relish the challenge of moving on and searching the world as it is akin to searching yourself. When will you realise you' re already home?

-Which Love language do You have?-
Physical Touch
You are a person of Physical Touch. This means you are most touched when people give you a hug, or are around you. You can be sensitive to people's presence, and you take up everything in your direct environment. Physical Touch is your emotional tool and you will therefore also use this to connect to other people. This is a great way of communicating, but when someone else you love doesn't necessarily talk the way you do, it doesn't mean they don't love you. What would be their primary love language? The downside of Physical Touch may be that when you are beaten or physically hurt, it can be extra hard for you to deal with. Communication with people on a distance may be hard for you too. Enjoying who you are is important - even taking a pet in your house may help!

-What kind of thinker are You?-
Normal Thinker!
A normal thinker has a clear-cut, uncomplicated way of thinking. If you need good advice, a normal thinker should be your first choice. Their clear thoughts (as compared to other thinkers) make them good at reasoning. Excellent leaders and excellent friends, normal thinkers good to have around.

-What does your birth month say about You?-
January
January Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.

-How old are You at heart?-
Too screwed up to tell!!
Your all over the place!! sometimes you want to act mature, sometimes u could care less...sometimes u even feel like acting like your own age!

-What is the darker side of You?-
Multiple faces
You are a manipulative, unreliable person. Nobody really knows you, but you know them like an open book!

-Think before You answer-
You are an Instant Thinker
Wow !! you think fast and don't care what you would end up with. Kind of a dare thing.

-What kind of smile do You have?-
Bright Smile
With one smile you brighten everybody day. You are very unique. People feel comfortable around you. You are giving and kind to others. happiness is in your heart to stay.

-Are You a good friend?-
your an ok friend!!
You will help your friends when they need you, only if it’s important!! You can’t really tell your friends what’s on your mind. Try harder to be a better friend!!

-How old do you look?-
Just the same
People can usually guess your age whether because of your personality, your eyes, your voice or your looks. You blend well with your crowd and really enjoy being in your own age group, your not too keen about growing up too fast. Your happy with your own opportunities and always "act your age".

These are some quizzes
i took, with
my true and honest
answers.

Thats all im posting.
Since i dont have any mood now

Signing off~
Benjamin is Sian-ed~

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:17 PM