12 November 2007
Randomly popped thru some blogs.
Randomly read some posts...
After that my mood changed.
Suddenly so sian,
so...
so...
haiz
dunno how to decribe my feelings now.
Sadded...
Happy post - Made me envy them.
Sad post - Made me think of pathetic ME.
Relationship post - Made me how i longed for one.
Birthday post - Made me think that no one ever remembered mine.
Not even once!
Fine im 18 now,
I need no celebrations!!
I need no big deal gifts!!
My presents are celebrating all alone.
GREAT~~!!
Argh!!
I dunno wat am i thinking now.
Im...
Im.. juz sicked of my own life!!
AM I borned in the wrong tym? wrong world?
Or i shouldnt be born at all?
No luck, no chances.
If u kuw wat i mean?
Great!
Dunno?
DUN ask!!
I will nva reply u wth an answer.
Borned to be lonely.
Thinkin cheering and encouragin people up randomly
being clowns to all
can make myself pass a day unknowingly?
Nopz.
Now i kuw whye?
I really really really
Hate slping.
Cuz every tym before i go to slp.
I always had myself reflected.
Whye am i so suay?
Whye am i unlucky?
Whye am i get things slower than others?
Whye this; whye that...
WHYE?????
DAMN IT!!!
I hate loneliness!!!
Get LOST!!!
OK i shall stop writing.
If i continues, i gng to burst everything in the post.
Byez
Mood-less; wordless.
LIFE SUCKS!!