OpenMindedAsIAm(:

18 October 2008

Slack the whole of the morning.
Really did nothing,
even though i woke up at
7am in the morning.

So i just laid on my bed
and think.
Nothing else but think.
Reflecting things
about school,
class,
works,
judo,
and plenty other stuffs.

Although its only one week
since school reopen,
i starting to hate
life in school.
Not that im being emo
or what so ever.

Just that,
i find no point
going to school early
in the morning again.

By late noon,
my dad came home.
I was informed that we are going to changi SAF chalet.
There is a birthday invitation from my dad's colleague.

When i got there,
so shocked that the chalet
for high ranking officers,
had been rebuild.
From those break-down chalet
to a sea side apartment.
Cool~~

Main purpose to go there was
there to chill my mood down,
cause that is where i find peace.
Not to see gay or what...
And i have no intention
to do that either.

When i reached there,
its already sunset,
a nice scenery for
the bright orange setting sun.

Something i wouldnt forget.
I have been wanted to do
star grazing too.
But tonight, there isnt many stars.
Sadded.

Although Singapore is a bright city.
But some parts in Singapore,
we could actually see stars.

If you are lucky enough,
You will see shooting stars,
just a couple of them,
flying through the atmosphere,
for about 1 to 1.5 sec.

I ever saw it once in Singapore.
At a campsite which i forget where.
Missed those days.

Oh ya, before i end my post.
I came across a cute girl.
If you happened to witness the incident,
you will definitely find her adorable in way or another.

From the very start,
this lil girl i know,
(ok, she is not that young to describe as a child)
she did something
which wasnt wrong
in the first place.

Just that she was
probably too confused at the moment.
That whye she choose to use that method.
Something i could understand,
As i made a careless yet deadly mistake.

At night, when she knew
about everything,
she came to me.
Asking me to scold her..
Saying she would feel better if i do so.
She apologised and was quite sad.
She could be thinking i would hate her?

At first, i feel werid that she
suggested that idea to me.
But to recall things,
i should be the one feeling guilty.
Doing stuffs that is mend
not to be done
at the first place.

I should be the one saying...
GOMEN-NASAI!!!!!

Signing off~
Benjamin is Reflecting

Mood:T.T

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
11:55 PM