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13 December 2008

For those who have questions with/about me,

I dare say, misunderstandings and quarrels
does happened there and then between everywhere and everyone,
but its how we individually handle it,
thats is a 100% different thing.

Some like making a fuss on the spot, making the matter worst.
Some like to straight things out on the spot, be it calmly or aggressively.
Some like to keep things to themselves and tolerate with it.

As for me personally~
I am someone who preferred keeps things quiet,
Its not that im not bothered to straight things out.
Cuz i myself need time to reflect upon my own actions.
Hopefully i could calm down alil as time move on.

I have a reason for myself that i choose to keep quiet.
Cuz i had this damn hated character side of me.

Eg. When a friend seriously get on my nerves,
and crossed the friendship lines~
I turned very aggressively,
i will use facts, logic and might even
bring up everything in the past.

This led to me to end a couple of friendships i used to had.
And i dont want this to happen again,
its a path which i hope not to choose again.
Thats whye i control my emotions alot,
thus some people said i held myself back too much
and not opening out to friends.

Lastly, that stern face of mine.
Isnt a choice i had for me.
Im born like that.
When i control my emotions,
i would appeared with a bloody black face.
Due to i might be tanned,
secondly, my look is damn too stern.
Which both i cant be help.

What has bygone is bygone~
Im sincerely sorry for any disrupted feeling at any point of time, place and situations.

Signing off~
Benjamin is muting himself again~
Mood: =x

Its Her That I Just Cant Stop Thinking Of;
10:05 PM